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Don't Touch MeI try to run away from this
I told you not to touch me there
Stop acting like you're so suprised
But if I go, I don't know where
I'm asking you to let me fall
There's no way I can't be your friend
I don't want you to try to catch me
And don't call me that ever again
You don't know how it feels
You can't even say what you did to me
Please just don't touch me anymore
I know it's something you can't see
It's too late for you to fix this
I might be broken but it's my own fault
I hear you say it's all in my head
Of course you wouldn't help at all
Your glue can't keep me together
It tries to change my reality and truth
I don't want anything of your's on me
I made my mistake and trusted in you
But I won't let this keep going
This is not something that can continue
Though I know that you will never listen
This is my way of forcing you to
Don't touch any of me again
I have no regard for your intention
I will scream till your ears bleed
This is not my invention
i don't need youI have no one to blame
No one to run away from
Hiding in a world of darkness
The only place...
I feel safe,
Where only I can know me.
I musn't say you don't exist
I know you do
I... feel... you
You taste just like...
The hell I have always loved
No one can save me
Not you, no matter how you try
What to do?
When you become
Your own enemy
Should I fight back?
Or sink into the misery I adore?
I love the way I make me feel.
And then you...
You say you love me
Well do you?
Would you walk through
The Hell I've created for myself?
You don't love me enough
I hate me more
Than anything else
But I love how I feel
I drown in the see that is me
All I need
No I'll never need you with me
Stop yelling at me
I don't want to hear you
Your voice hurts my ears
Stop caring about me
It doesn't help
Will you just leave me alone now?
dead dog julyI.
the summer heat lays limp in the city’s lap,
breathing long oppressive breaths.
it does not even lift its lolling head
to bark out hoarse indignancy
when a strange man brings the mail.
there might be heavy rain today,
brought by some swollen, murmuring cloud.
the world will whirl and howl,
then settle down,
to die a little more.
o, quickly, love,
press your back against the wall in fear
as the universe spreads her arms and
shuts her eyes
and starts to summon the end of all things.
come with me
to the place of windows full of speechless afternoon
hot windy whispers of half-formed solutions and resolutions,
sweltering sunlit meadows we’ll wander and then forget.
o quickly, love,
let’s to the season of forgetting
and unwind all of our harshest memories
and fill the universe’s mouth
with mute cotton.
i’ll whisper these words to you some evening
with all my exigency in the hand i rest on your arm—
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