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Don't Touch MeI try to run away from this
I told you not to touch me there
Stop acting like you're so suprised
But if I go, I don't know where
I'm asking you to let me fall
There's no way I can't be your friend
I don't want you to try to catch me
And don't call me that ever again
You don't know how it feels
You can't even say what you did to me
Please just don't touch me anymore
I know it's something you can't see
It's too late for you to fix this
I might be broken but it's my own fault
I hear you say it's all in my head
Of course you wouldn't help at all
Your glue can't keep me together
It tries to change my reality and truth
I don't want anything of your's on me
I made my mistake and trusted in you
But I won't let this keep going
This is not something that can continue
Though I know that you will never listen
This is my way of forcing you to
Don't touch any of me again
I have no regard for your intention
I will scream till your ears bleed
This is not my invention
i don't need youI have no one to blame
No one to run away from
Hiding in a world of darkness
The only place...
I feel safe,
Where only I can know me.
I musn't say you don't exist
I know you do
I... feel... you
You taste just like...
The hell I have always loved
No one can save me
Not you, no matter how you try
What to do?
When you become
Your own enemy
Should I fight back?
Or sink into the misery I adore?
I love the way I make me feel.
And then you...
You say you love me
Well do you?
Would you walk through
The Hell I've created for myself?
You don't love me enough
I hate me more
Than anything else
But I love how I feel
I drown in the see that is me
All I need
No I'll never need you with me
Stop yelling at me
I don't want to hear you
Your voice hurts my ears
Stop caring about me
It doesn't help
Will you just leave me alone now?
I Belong To You I hate rain. Not really, I love it. Just not when the most beautiful, perfect, wonderful, perfect, comfortable, waterproof, perfect coat in existence has been savagely butchered by my so-called friend’s Dalmatian. Every slap of rain on my naked arms is a stinging reminder of the irreparable hole in my wardrobe.
Some people might try to fill the void with lesser coats but I can’t bring myself to betray Valentino, even after her death. Instead my slippery arms grapple with each other in wet shock as I stumble to the op shop, clinging to one last thread of hope. I know in my deadened heart that I’ll never have another coat like her. Yet here I am, blundering through the elements in my vain search for the acceptance and warmth I found wrapped in Valentino’s woollen sleeves.
Thud. My body slams into the door, making the ‘open’ sign quiver and the bells tinkle in offense. I fight for entry, the door’s assault doubled by the stale funk of
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